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Friday, 13 March 2009

I have no idea why I bother with anything anymore

There is a long list of things not to bother with in my life.
These include:
posting blogs (noone reads them)
being nice (it gets you nowhere)
drama (cause I'm really not very good, let's face it)
attempting to start a conversation with my mother (she might as well have no ears. All she hears is her own voice, which you hear sub-consciously in your head 2 seconds before you speak. Also, she interrups me, so my input is usually "yeah bu.." "I thi.." "well c'mo.." etc)
joining modeling competitions (I am the averagest looking person you could ever meet, so actually becoming a model isn't going to happen)
Talking to anyone ever about anything (they do not care.)
Talking a point of view (it is always wrong)
aiming high in general (not talented, not pretty, not anything special, not going to get anwhere spectacular, I'm being so optimistic.)
hoping to find "mr right" (just look at yesterdays "noone will ever love me" rant, cause it's still pretty permement.)

I woudn't worry, I'm usually this pessimistic this time of day. Either cause being tired makes me more depressed. Or just more honest with myself. Who knows. oh oh oh oh heavy metal is playing on itunes, don't normally do, but I do right about now.

..I'll just work in wiggies on minimum wage for the rest of my life..it'll be fine. Free hot chocolate and lunch and nice people I work with are all good in the hood.

okay...on the bright side I have found a formula for goodness
film 4 + death note (both films) + sky plus + the keep feature that neither mum nor Adam know how to work so they cannot delete it without telling me = win.

Mudkips are funny.




As are pokemon in general. (:

6 comments:

dani said...

There is a long list of things not to bother with in my life.
These include:
posting blogs (noone reads them)
I read them. I can think of at least two other people who do.
being nice (it gets you nowhere)
It gets you places, you're just TOO nice.
drama (cause I'm really not very good, let's face it)
Lies, you're awesome.
attempting to start a conversation with my mother (she might as well have no ears. All she hears is her own voice, which you hear sub-consciously in your head 2 seconds before you speak. Also, she interrups me, so my input is usually "yeah bu.." "I thi.." "well c'mo.." etc)
Your mother is possibly insane.
joining modeling competitions (I am the averagest looking person you could ever meet, so actually becoming a model isn't going to happen)
You really, really aren't. My photos of you would not be on dA if you were.
Talking to anyone ever about anything (they do not care.)
I care. and again, I can think of others who do.
Talking a point of view (it is always wrong)
Your point of view is wrong when it is one like this whole blog, i.e. 'i suck'. that is wrong. Otherwise, you're pretty often right (although I hate to admit it)
aiming high in general (not talented, not pretty, not anything special, not going to get anwhere spectacular, I'm being so optimistic.)
Talented, yes (How many As and A*s were there, Catherine?), Pretty, definitely yes (I'm jealous, and I know I'm not the only one), Something special, yes, going to get somewhere spectacular, yes, optimistic, well, apparently no. 8-)
hoping to find "mr right" (just look at yesterdays "noone will ever love me" rant, cause it's still pretty permement.)
You're 17. give it tiiiime, Catherine, tiiiime. You can't expect people to pop up out of nowhere.



also, yeah, pokemon ftw.
ly tard :P xx

Aaron KD Bourn said...

I just thought I'd pop along to add to the one person who evidently reads this blog. So that makes like 2. AT LEAST! Yeah roy!

Also right, Death Note is JUST ABOUT the most awesome thing. Ahhh so good. Me and meine besten freunden J adore it in a super kuwaii japanese fanboy way ^_^ In fact, my desktop wallpaper is some loverly art of L, teh bestest character evar. AND YES, Pokemon win. Everyone is aware of this. I prefer Seaking (fuck yeah) but hey Mudkip why not.

P.S. you're just a little bit beautiful.

Dani's pretty smart. Mm-hmm.
xx

Smaitlin said...

*agrees with all the comments above*


we love you remember and you're very very very pretty and funny and talented and if you work in wiggies for the rest of your life i swear to everything i will buy wiggies, fire you and recommend you to every modeling and acting agency in the world

Hazel said...

don't give us the 'i'm shit at everything and there's no point in me trying' rant because tbh that's slightly insulting to most other people who you are blantantly better than.
the modelling competitions thing confused me.. what with the whole pwning everyone else at it? o.O
plus why would me and dani insist on taking so many photos of you all the time?
i do not like taking photos of people that are not photogenic. it is pointless.
very few people get on with their parents, esp between the age of 10 and 20. it's pointless to get het up about it and probably pointless to attempt to avoid it.
if no one cared about anything you said why would these people have commented on this? whenever i make a rant like this it is generally goes without anyone (at least not this many people..) batting an eyelid, but clearly it's different for you and you shouldnt ignore that.
you can do drama, do you not remember how everyone wanted you to be the leads in like all the films at big eye on like you're first (or second..) day? gcse drama at monmouth is nothing to go by. if it is, then by your logic i am also crap, ta for that :P
how many people in the world find 'mr right' at the age of 17? the vast VAST majority. it makes life quite boring in a way anyway, not being able to do the flirty-singley thing for the rest of your life.
and yes, you got a hellova lot more A*s and As than me, caitlin and laura did at gcse so again with the putting everyone else down when you put yourself down :P you are way above average in terms of intellegence.

blahh. don't do this, s'pointless and just makes yourself feel more shite.

Hazel said...

i meant the vast vast minority. lol at typing failing.

also well done on the death note. proud of you.

Catherineey said...

thankyou, I think I was just having a bad evening.
erms...sorry for being a mope.